Target
It’s just now hitting me in the face like a sucker punch,
Hoping that you feel lonely,
I’m sitting with my chin in my hands wondering why was I your target,
Abandoned, spoken out of my name and betrayed,
The only one who has done that breed me,
And I never thought it would be another,
But it was you,
You alone,
By your own choice and will,
Apologies cannot be accepted at this time nor never,
I don’t trust that you won’t do it again,
If you treat others this way and me,
What’s not to say you won’t do it again,
To me,
Or others,
I can’t and won’t take that chance,
This time the blade ran a little to deep,
You left me to bleed after the first cut and didn’t turn back until it was too late,
Now I question what I did yet I know I really did nothing,
Nothing but change myself for the better,
You were to blinded to see,
I loved you and me,
The love for me is the only thing that stayed,
Sometimes you have to let go of the ones that you have loved,
Knowing truely that it will never be the same,
Wishing them the best and hope they find what they are looking for,
Because in the end they were never looking for you….
